Finally sat down and watched the Grey's Anatomy premier entitled "Good Mourning". Wow....I cried through the whole thing. It dealt with the five stages of grief: Denial, Anger, Bargaining, Depression and Acceptance. All of those things I have dealt with in the past few years after losing my father, the relationship with one of my best friends, the death of both of my cats, my mother-in-law being diagnosed with advanced ovarian cancer and a few other things that I don't care to discuss on here. I guess the part of the episode that hit me the hardest was when Bailey described how she can't care anymore she has to stop caring so much; she cant keep feeling like this. I've been doing this for a few years now. Shut off so many of my emotions, lock them down deep inside. I used to be so involved with everyone's lives. My husband used to think I was everyone's therapist. I shut it off. Put up a wall. Developed the "I don't care attitude". Wow....this episode really resonated with me.